First minutes of another month
you're still stuck in my head.
I hope you'll never hear this song,
but I miss you in my bed,
miss you in my bed.
Can you just pause for a while,
I need to catch my breath,
can you just stop for a while
and maybe I'll forget,
I wish, I would forget.
My insides burn and my mind's ablaze,
for we hurt over things that aren't fair.
The truth I told you was not just a phrase,
I've broken myself into million pieces
but then again you showed no care.
I had you break my bones,
hard and fragile on inside.
You looked like someone I'd like to meet
though I was not on your mind,
not your mind.
I placed my heart in your hand,
whenever pain's too great to bear,
what God destroys you cannot mend,
you know you'll bleed like open wounds
even though you take no care.
I wish for things I never had,
still I miss you in my bed.